Or does what you want change with the day, the weather, what the guy up the block from you does or what your cousin Charlie thinks is best for you? Are you constantly changing your mind?
If you sit quietly in the silence and ask for answers they will be given to you. Answers that will work for you and ultimately make sense to you. You’ll know when it’s right because you will have that “oh yeah!” moment.
That is the feeling you need to stick with. That is the path that will fulfill you and make you happy.
Changing your mind every five minutes…not so much.